Alissa decided, it was time to put her Plan into action "I call it" she said to herself "Plan Hurt myself!" Altough Alissa was to old for an imaginary friend, she told her plans to Her."Mimi, this is how it goes, ill get dressed into my pjs, and lay at the door step on the inside mom will open the door, screem, and my "injury" will bring my mom and dad together." Mimi looked at her "what if your mom calls the docter, what will you do.....??"
"That wont happen!"
"what if it does?"
"IT WONT"
"I am just saying, what if she does?"
Alissa thought about it. So many thoughts filled her head "Why were you so mean to your mother?" "All she did was love you!!" "You must die. die now! die NOW!!!" alissa didnt like these thoughts.
"FINE!!" she said very loudly, got dressed into her pajamas. and walked up the stairs, mostly because she was scared of her own thoughts and she was home alone, she wanted it to stop, she wanted it to end. she went up the stairs, and threw herself down the stairs, making sure to hit her head, VERY hard. She thought it would be a certain death. The thoughts of graves were still in her mind . "Get.....-" she said, her breath heavy, her head hurt so badly she could barly make ou the words "Out" and with that, she fell into un-consioussniss
She Thought she had the perfect life, untill her parents broke up.Thats when her whole happy-go lucky world fell apart. They still lived together, at least untill they get the papers for divorce. Alissa fought with her mom, blaming her mom for everything. "Its all your fault mom! Why? WHY?!?!?! why didnt you think of me? why didnt you think of your kids?? fredrick and Lisa are just happy as i am, and mom.. I am NOT happy at all!" Her Mom was used to this from Alissa by now, but she didnt like it at all, she loved her daughter so much..She didnt want to see her so hurt inside "Honey" she said "how about a hug to make it better?"
"No!! mom, you broke up with dad-NO!!"
After that, Alissa's mom, Cindy, wondered why Alissa was taking this so hard.
"Well I am, but uh..how am I?? I think i am gonna go sit on the diving board and think!"